to those who left;
earth. :) everytime someone mentions your name, i just feeling like dying of laughter. you're by far one of the funniest people i know. actually, you're probably the funniest. i will never forget the few days that we stayed with jonothan quay. the dota, the subway, the nights in the single bed. "fuck rui, you're cool". hahaha. earth you're so full of shit, no matter how upset or tensed i am, you can easily diffuse the situation and make me laugh at my own stupidity. after all, 'nothing can get louder than phantom of the opera'. when explaining to my father who i invited to dinner, i said: tin, cause his uncle takes good care of me. jonathan cause i stayed with him. earth, simply cause i enjoy his company greatly. and now, i shall have to miss it greatly. i pray that you'll just tell me you 'lor len' and staying in melbs. we could always use a bastard like you. and if you do go, say hi to the tranvestites and hot girls in thailand for me. love you long time.

eugene. you have no idea how good it felt to bitch about Her. you've always been so patient with me poog, i dunno what will i do without you. even so far away, you make your presence felt subtly but very apparent. why couldnt you stay you stupid prick. now you're neither an aspiring lawyer nor an english gentleman, just a jobless malaysian bum. (very soon gonna be like chainer). was it the sex that caused you to leave me? i thought i rocked your cock. i hope you're coming to stay with Your Royal Highness when i get back to singapore. imagine the cool nights we have. hey, maybe you'll even get to squeeze a boob some time. you've proved to me, that rocks are borne from bigger rocks, and you're the rock that i shall build my foundations on. you give me strength when i have none. "dont worry man, she'll soon find Sn shallow ... " best of luck for everything bro.

jiejie, i miss you sooo much. why did you have to go suddenly. when i just got out of geelong, leaving me to fend for myself. your hugs were too re-assuring when the world seemed so big and cold to me. but hey, im a big kid now. and i guess sometime i had to start learning to take care of myself. i'd just like you to know that you did a great job anyways, and i greatly appreciate it. i hope all is well with work, i'll see you back home soon. :) love love!