im back. wonder if anyone will even check. do you remember the last time i posted? neither do i. but when you read this, it'll be just below this post. so i guess you do now.
it's funny how things turn out, how the world is round, and what goes around comes around. i used to laugh at people that asked me to church, now i try to be a christian. during summer, i got bored and read the bible. some of it at least. like the words on the outside of the leather bound book. i always felt religion, no matter which, as long as not too radical, is just a creed, a guiding principle to live a more meaningful and fulfilling life, to be of use to a community. i thought i was an o-k kinda guy, till i read this, matt 5:23-24;
Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift
i quote, from my conversation with jx, "i dont really hang out with him anymore, he's changed. but if ever, whenever, if he needs me, i'll still be there for him. always will be".
thing is, if i wasnt his homeboy, why would he call me when he needed help. so during summer i decided that this semester i'd make an effort.
i might just be talking alot of shit, (is that after he's gone, do i fear him in the physical form), but "it's what i do that defines me".